HI there

hi there, things are alrite, their kind of perfect, which is oddly hard to handle. Today i went to uni and well im glad to be back in the creative mind set properly. I've bin excited about the beginnings of autumn thought, i think it might be the best Autumn yet! i want crisp air and cardiens, hot tea and hot cross buns! i've been talking to my dad alot of late, my current art projects about the letters he sent me when i first moved to sydney. I like the idea, but looking over the letters again, so much had changed in such a small amount of time, it's quite scary really. Im glad for the change though and the future ahead! i just need to feel more content and less scared by the promise of change.

hello there

hello here everyone! things are back on track with the world of university. I am on track with assesments and the creative thought process that follows it. I'm trying to get more structure in m life, and i even have a job interview at coles tomorrow! which i am actually quite terrified about, i need this job, i need the money, the structure and the general idea that i am needed in an area at somepoint at some time.
Listening to alot of music too though, and hanging out with friends who are quite lovely and good, im lucky to have them. I'm defiantely growing up, i can feel it, the bob is growing out and i'm beginning to feel and itch to stop drinking so much.

Autumn thoughts

Hey there, ive been thinking alot lately about the wether and this time of year. i always look forward to it, the begining of my favorite season, the begining of a new school year and the begining of that hopefully feeling that it will be a better year and things will change. I always get the same nastalgic feeling of being at home in my winter blue school uniform, being half asleep, eating toast wondering if i can get out of school tomorrow, or i could just pretend to be sick again.
Now im in a bit of a better spot, living in sydney studying art, but it's good,but i want the wether, the wether with real fresh air, and i honestly thought id be a bit smarter by now and that i could spell and perhaos even write a sentence that makes a bit of sense.
i like you thought, you that listens and msot liekly judges but hides it so i dont get upset thank you!

early day

I woke up earlier than usual today and i also went to bed later than expected. I feel sleepy but i cannot go back to bed. Im up and all very fuzzy with all the different morning topics going over in my head. I tried to write alot last nite in my diary to figure out how i from feeling, i even listed the many different moods ive been feeling, which to me made me feel a little silly. I've got the oddest things on my mind like, i wonder if theres any mail, i must get organised for uni and the holicost. I really should of never watched shindlers list,  i hardly new anything about the holocost before, but now i tend to think about it most days. I also have a weird respect for Liam Neison now aswel.
I think it's time for a walk now and music with a bit of explanation.

a posotive day

I told myself earlier today that i would finally right about how suprisingly posotive i have been of late, and i'm not sure why. But after watching Across the Universie things have gone down again. I'm okay that the thing im just a medium of mood, it's odd and not normal. I feel a little crappy, i would say it may just have something to do with all that darn drinking we all tend to do. Friends will help though, and i have such lovely ones aswel! i can hear my housemate getting up now after a daytime nap (:
yes well i need to learn how to spell and write properly before i atempt this again.

Another day another no dollar

Hi all! yes its me the poor winginging alice who cant spell and is rather often proud of it!
Another day, when i woke up at 9:30am and thought i might as well go back to sleep, it's comfy here and theres people out there, and it's much safer in bed with my teddy bear sooty and bobby. Im excited for baby sitting in the next few days though! as i shall get some money and i get to see the lovely kids that i babysit! their wonderful and so entertaining. I think i enjoy it a bit too much sometimes, as they have so many cool toys and dvds. We watched the lion king last time and i made them all sing along as i was doing it anyway. Im excited yet oddly confused aswel. I want to travel like my friend tim is. I will though oneday, when i stop buying doona covers instead of saving up to go to Scotland.

Give me a job world!

Im a little down of late with being jolly at the same time. I couldn't even afford a coffee yesterday and golly gosh it was a rather depressing feeling. I keep thinking that im going to end up like jermey from peep show living with my buisness type friend who im awkwardly living off. It's getting to the stage where i feel i will never survive without my parents and centrelink. Im sad and think that someone should hire me as ive begged or employment from them! and im nice im not horrid i enjoy helping people id be better than most people who work at kmart i promise you!