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well it's been a rather odd week but quite a wonderful one aswel! i got many assessments that were horrifying me out of the way! which sent me on a huge high! i also finally got my bear tatoo! which as terryfying as it all was, it would be one of the best decisions ive made. I felt kind of crazy aferwards, mixed reactions, compliments, self doubt from my parents. Im happy thought, and glad, i feel it was necesary and i like it. I want another one now though, i glad, releived. It's my b'day present to myself. Things are good, maybe i just need to find a new job, or go back to santaland.