a sydney summer

A little confused and a little warm, so very muggy i could do with a sweaty hug. the last few days have been such an adventure in my head. I've never felt so very confused but also clear. I haven't been at work all week and my friend ollie visited me from Tasmania the other day, his coming back now though as he missed his flight to Darwin. We went to the Aquarium today, itwas wonderful and the Dugons were beautiful and so very gentle and big. I really miss swimming again, i went the other day itwas wonderful but exhausting. i want to go again now and look at rock pools, swim with fish and explore. It's still awfully scary bit i'd really like to give it a try.