That time of year again

I've always had very mixed feelings bout this time of year. It can often be very draining, both on the mind and the body. I've been in my home town for the last week or so, and i've enjoyed it, but i've had too much time to think. I keep wondering why itis that i look forward to big gatherings with family and friends, but when i get there i hide and talk to the cat or the nearest child. I'm trying very hard this year to get in the spirit, and act posotive so the people around me can. I always struggle this time of year, but i think you just have to remember your own values, and don't get too bogged down by the big things.