11:53pm

Hello all!
im still awake yes as i over slepted thismorning, because my bed is just far too comortable. I want to laze around and play on my computer. There is little left to do on it thought, facebooks getting old and rather silly. I don't feel like watching constant tv series on my laptop. I would like a hug from my dad tho and my mum. Id like to be at home and be tucked in and read to with a cup of tea braught to me also. Im not going home for awhile, and i know i may be scared and worried about going back. Im flying back on christmas day, just to add some drama to my life. I want to bake i want to sew. Ive been embroidering all afternoon. I think i want to jump in the sea again. Perhaps i'll go and see my neighbour sam.

Im a blog

the blogger that i am, is a terrible one. I cannot write or spell or even put a ncie picture of an indie hip looking kid wearing ray bans up. I like fish, i think i want one so i can watch it blob around. Their kinda cool how safe they look and content with their short memory span. It might be nice often to have a short memory. We can then be able to forget the crappy stuff that happens far too often these days.

last class

i just want to get high, eat pizza and ly on the floor all day with my best friend.

A time to be creative

I have so much to do, my work is piling up. It isnt work though, its what i enjoy. Im a little lost and confused and well i need new inspiration. help

Class

In class now, it's been awhile since ive written. Im being very productive even though it may not seem like it. Im having a good day so far, even thought im at uni. Im feeling very good and content for once, as the last few days have been odd. Ive had amazing visiters and such fun times! ive slepted so much though and dreampt alot of dreams. I have so much ahead of me, but i don't know where to begin. I live aroun such amazing people but im afraid all the time still.
Summer is coming, which i was looking forward too. But it shall be too hot and i shall be uncomfortable. I wish it would snow this one time in Australia. I will go home tho to the small town and see my family and eat alot of food and drink alot of drink.

change

things have dramaticly changed of late. Ive only just realised to be honest. Im in a rut with m love of music, the bands i used to love are constantly diapointing me and it makes me down. i need to stay home for a week and be a hermit, listen to as many albums as possible a day and talk little to the people around me. I did some painting today. I was so happy and proud before, but now i don feel so great. I want to feel content with things, but there are just so many options out there. Im scared, worried and terrified.

I read and interview, well half an interview with paul jennings today. I want my atention span back. I have none every since i turned 18.

A little town made of lace

I did this!

A kind of post

Im dreaming about things lately when im not asleep, I have alot of time to think. I want to live in a forest with trees and animals and maybe a friend who likes me. Movies are good they show where i might want to be. Im a terrible writer but i wish  i had an easier way of showing how much love i have to give. I want to fall asleep on a cloud thats made of stuffing, not the turkey kind. I want to learn but have enough attention to hear all the words. So many words, im glad my friends are patient with me, thank you.