Sunday, 25 September 2011

A web

There all real you know

Fairies, elves, fish, penguins, goblins, and other fairytale type creatures are real. They hide because they are small and scared of our big feet. So they often hide when we are around or making loud noises, they dont like much noise as they are such petite creatures and like to be able to hear themselves think and their tiny footstepts run across your carpet late at nite.

Thursday, 22 September 2011

A cup of tea to make a day better


Today the wether it's never felt like this before! not for awhile anyway. But this heat makes me melt yet happy and like i can do anything becase i shall never have the fear of freezing to death. And melting seems like a better way to go anyway.
I love this wether today altho i usually hate it! seeing my legs for the first time in months was something of a horror film. But won't be long til its winter again and where all coplaining about how its far too cold.

I miss you all!

Thursday, 15 September 2011

A day i loomed

Ive been weeving for uni for the past, well month or so. It's been tough but fun, but im still unsure if  really ever want to do this again. Itwas slightly frustrating yet satisfying when finished. It's such a traditional and old fashion technique that id like to know more about perhaps someday in another life.

Friday, 9 September 2011

Money troubles

Money is just one of those things, it only worries you when it's particully low. This has been happening to me for awhile of late my bank acount decreasing day to day, and being rather unsure how to get it back up to speed again. Im selling stuff on ebay, applying for an awful lot of jobs, including one as santas little helper at christmas time, which i acutally badly want! hopefully i shall get some calls soon but until thenmy anxiety is on the rise! and wether or not i should atempt to get my old job back is tempting me more and more everyday. But i wish i could live from my work, my art and be happy, times are tough and i don't want to end up being poor at 40, i should learn to save and hide money under my bed like our older generation did. They really were the clever ones really. We really should listen to them more.

Thursday, 8 September 2011

Descision time

Im unsure and often confused. I know what i want to do! but i don't know what to do next to get there. Im happy but running out of money everyday and every little minute! i keep buying clothes and things i don't need. Please give me money advice and perhaps somekind of strategy to feel more clear in the head about things. I write lists, soooo many lists, they help yet often tire me and i wantto go to bed.
I would like to do what i love for work, i see that it can happen but where to start.

Saturday, 3 September 2011

Love Lace

Today i got up and decided to check out an exhibition ive been meaing to for awhile. Itwas called Love Lace and was all about deconstructing lace in all kinds of different ways.  I walked in unsure of what to expect, was a little flustered with my note book and pen. Then atempting to take a photos dropped my camera which never recovered sadly. But i kept strolling on throught the darkly lit exhibition to find these wonderfully delicate art works made from lace by hand. I can describe how perfect and mystical this exhition was, i wanted to stay there all day and just look and feel all the amazing works. I think i may go back and sit there for awhile maybe watch the passers at the exhibit pass me by wondering if i'll ever leave.
I shall say no and sleep in the lace forest that was made.

Friday, 2 September 2011

theres a sweet saddness out there

the thought that im all fluff and puppy dog eyes is often a pleasent one. Awhile ago i decided id change and be myself again, i was instantly better off. I think too much about these things and they can often be rather lonely and scary. But it happens that the people who you pass by everyday are the ones that see you for who you are your sweetness and well mannered ways. i talk about food alot, this is because it often makes me happier than goiing to a rocking party or seeing a live concert. Sleep never steps on your feet or vomits on you when your casually talking to a friend. Sweet saddness is what i like to think is there and hiding behind a really rotten but pleasent picture of a chicken with a balloon.

Big big week

im sitting down now relaxing and watching telly. I ate my weight in chips and cant wait to fall asleep.
This past week has really shown me how wonderful people can be and how luky i am.
I still want a cat tho and think then i may be complete.

21st Birthday Weekend

Another year passes, more wight gained on that simple one day that you eat more cake than your worth. People smile, people laugh and give you big shouts! and many many hugs!