A lover i dont have to love

We speak, we eat, we atempt to be deep and all that jazz. Ive been at home alot lately. I finished uni the other day and have been a little ill ever since. So ive decided to rest as much as possible in hope that i shall be completely well by the time i begin my new job as santas helper at christmas time. Im also a little down because my cats are missing, they broke out of the catery and are venutring around the bush near the house where i grew up. Being in sydney away from this house helps me to distract myself from the situaton thought. Im a little hurt and sad, friends help and silly old english tv shows too.