itis isnt it

we just had a huge storm here in sydney, itwas enormus and scary! im home alone again thought, with my housemates out being all very into easter. This week is going to be a different one with new beginnings again. Im unsure how much change i can really bare. Work is an exhasuting change and this housemate transition, a lonely one. Might have to bake a cake tomorrow and invite someone over for tea. I then have to work thought, and work makes me awfully tired. I'd like a velvet jacket and a new coat of somekind, i want to buy things and hide and watch the rain outside. Ive been drinking alot of tea, trying to feel better about things. Maybe, perhaps i will go shopping on ebay again.