theres a sweet saddness out there

the thought that im all fluff and puppy dog eyes is often a pleasent one. Awhile ago i decided id change and be myself again, i was instantly better off. I think too much about these things and they can often be rather lonely and scary. But it happens that the people who you pass by everyday are the ones that see you for who you are your sweetness and well mannered ways. i talk about food alot, this is because it often makes me happier than goiing to a rocking party or seeing a live concert. Sleep never steps on your feet or vomits on you when your casually talking to a friend. Sweet saddness is what i like to think is there and hiding behind a really rotten but pleasent picture of a chicken with a balloon.